time-framed

Where were the days when everything seemed less complicated and when you don't wage a war with unhealthy emotions?

On a side note, I had a melodramatic weekend with daddy, the tears, the econs notes and the entire house to myself (unless mothermary granted perms to go out). Now, it's back to school and plenty of rest to catch up. And I so have a date with balawant singh tomorrow, goodnight babies.

trigger happy

I think God won't forgive me if he knows I spent my time at zouk yesternight, downing 8 shooters plus 2 buckets Hei. The phone kept ringing every nano minute and it finally stopped when the battery went dead. The company and the music was too good and it kept me there till 3ish when I promised the parents to be home at 11ish. I stood at the lift lobby for a good 15mins thinking what might happen to me before summoning all my courage to push my keys through the keyhole. Good thing daddy was too tired to wait up for me :)

And I finally slept well last night.

ps: sorry I got the wrong number last night.

fyi ...

I'm home at 245 on a saturday night. I drank only 2 pints of kilkenny at alley with sh (amazing fact yes?). I skipped zouk/dblO. I managed to save 30bucks of my pathetic allowance. Someone told me I've morphed into someone else, but all for the better, matured but just that a little bit. It's a good start I suppose. School's starting in just 2 days, and so does my curfews my daddee set. I'm all set to be scholar geek this semester!

One more fyi(s). I'm very upset when my bestfriend tells everyone I don't want to go pinic with her. The fact is we never got down to set a date for that and I really want to picnic with you dear princess!


ps: tickets for bbk only 160bucks, so very tempting!

pps: bestf, we'll make it for pinic this sunday yes?

ppps: and zoo this coming thursday, no lies this time round i promise.

14TH SEPT!

I had a look at my timetable just a few minutes ago, under the sunday column, I see balwat singh's lesson. Oh mothercheebs, I have sunday class! Oh, means yours truly have to crawl outta bed on a sunday morning, 830AM (DUDE!) and if the crew decides on dblO on saturday (blame me and my idea!), I'm screwed, big time yo!

It just feels like I've left many things unaccomplished and unsaid due to the lack of drive or the lack of guts. While I wish I've done many things that I should, at the same time, I wish I haven't done some things. It baffles me, why there's so much regrets in a lifetime and sometimes the regrets last forever. Why can't we just have one more day to just salvage everything, the mistakes you've committed; the hurt you've caused; the person you shouldn't have let go.

I don't feel good at all, I'm feeling fidgety and lethargic all day.