goodnight go sleep

I love mark harris but going to his lesson on a friday afternoon is rather depressing/painful and it's gloomy to go to school on friday cause for some reason the campus seems quite empty. then again, it would be ridiculous to go to his lesson alone on thursday afternoon cause mr harris has the habit to walk up the steps, shove the microphone to your nose and ask you questions you cannot answer.

TMD.

I say

Have you ever fight against your feelings because you know that you're not supposed to feel in a certain manner about someone anymore? Not supposed to feel like this because technically, your feelings are supposed to dissolve into a puddle of nothingness after so long. Subconsciously you tell yourself that you have already forgetten about it but instead of forgetting, you are just running away to avoid so that you can stop feeling, stop missing, stop hurting. imy

Happy Halloween in advance my babies. Im still contemplating whether to join the cheongsum ladies, hide in the toilet and scare the shit outta of people.

itsy bitsy ditsy

For I have sinned, I accidentally missed school this morning. I've been trying to come up with all the different type of excuses to make myself feel better but my inner voice screams you suck la, sok so loud I got into milder depression during work halfway (it's not like im not depressed to begin with). For the record, I happily dragged my ass outta bed at 11ish, met c, went all the way to SCH, daydreamed for a good 3hrs before realising I've got a date with balwantsingh. Such a dickhead.

where's my baby?

Last night saw me

1. leaving the house pissed mad at x and myself and everyone else
2. nearly waging yet another war with e
3. wandering the neighbourhood for a good half hour alone
4. punching every wall I see during my solo night trip
5. making my way to yi to prevent ww4
6. having the rare one to one
7. drinking cokes with an empty stomach
8. getting enlightened
9. trying to enlighten
10. getting angry again
11. edit: shagging shoting and marrying people(s)
12. listening to stories of a particular magician
13. analysing humans
14. spending my last penny on cabfare to and fro
15. going home after walking e home
16. missing e
17. sending my last msg to e and slept like a baby

ciaos.

'cuse me, happy pills please

I like in betweens, between Tuesday wee hours of morning and a Wednesday because there's no school the next day and I can finally catch up on my 1) work 2) gg and antm. Then again, there's endless readings and I got the shock of my life when WC/Lewis said mark harris on chpt4 already. Holymolycow I only missed two lessons lehXxX and I have valid reasons for not turning up.

Anyway, I'm more than fine these past few days but the weekends really passed so terribly fast. I wish my life was filled with nothing but money and shopping.

Right, I don't think this post makes any sense.

ima depressed meat

Everyone's talking about leaving town during the festive season. This sucks, like totally :(