Saturday, June 5, 2010

this is war baby

Exams ended 10million years ago, no it just ended one week ago and I have ridiculous requests that I get my butt down to work already. This issue has been around for the whole week and this issue is between me and Grumps. He called on my mobile 5days ago, demanded me to explain my after exams plans or rather when to start work plans. I told him da da da this is what I'm gonna do and he accepted it. 2days later, I was on my bed getting ready to sleep, he opened the door screamed at me and ask what was I gonna do since it's been forever that I ended the last paper! SO LONG? It was barely a week. I declared war and now I'm slightly regretting the decision made. I don't think I'm ever getting allowance for the rest of me life. Gawd! And my mind is made up, moving out plan is so gonna happen no matter what. Emp says I'm crazy, I told her it's either him or me, someone's gonna move out somehow. The idea seems warped but to me this is how I'm gonna attain peace, inner or outer whichever that rocks my boat. So while I'm taking my time to find a full time, I'm just gonna settle for a part time. Some job I can earn quick cash to bring myself outta sg, reward meself for studying so hard and to get away from the so many issues I'm facing now. So, any jobs anybody?

On a side note, I applaud myself (gave myself a pat on my back too) for not hitting the clubs. I was discussing it with the older one and he too is proud of me. I can't bear to tell him maybe the reason was that my PIC is not in town and I'm lacking moolahs. Well, I'm just gonna leave it at that. The older one hardly praises me for anything at all.

ps: checked the tix. 110, very enticing but that means I must sleep on the streets. why is it so hard?