It was one happy random family dinner we had with the cousins, aunties and uncles. And on the way back home, both me and mom got into a huge fight. Correct, right after dinner. I was just feeling happy and chirpy with all the food (I finally had cereal prawns after much craving!) in the tummy and she HAD TO START her nonsense right after we got into the car. From me and my wake-up-in-the-late-afternoon-go-out-at-night lifestyle to my recent broken relationship and to everything else on the universe that doesn't quite concern me, the journey home I swear was torturous, deafeaning and demanding. And since everyone else was in the car (the cousin and auntie) I did my part, gave her all the respect she needed and kept quiet, which was quite a feat for me and my outburst started straight after we got into the house. Like seeee-riiiously, I'm giving my best effort to change myself now and she did say she's happy that she is seeing more of me at home and I finally want to change my then digusting lifestyle. I don't see the need and why she wants to put me down infront of the relatives. I don't know if she is going through the second phase of menopause or what and I wonder how many phases she will undergo. Goodness! If nagging was one of the core sports in the Olympics, she would have been the defending champion for years, bringing sg countless gold medals and glory to herself. So, I walked out of the house crying like a whinning baby to Bren on the phone, say half an hour later when she did her grand closing statement by swearing that she's never ever gonna talk to me again. I made poor Bren sit with me at the bus stop where I cried my eyes out, whined, grumbled and stared back at people whom I caught staring at me from the bus that pass us by. Now I feel so stupid and unglam(!). Then I made him walk with me to the vending machine, buy either kickapo, rootbeer or coke, sit under the void deck to do nothing but stare into space till Min called. Oh did I mention when I made my superstyling grand exit from my house, I forgot my keys. Yes, I got locked out for no reason by my stupid self. We all ended up at jk, playing Flo and wait for keys so I can go home.
lawl.
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I'm desperate to go for a short getaway before school starts one day before my burpday, no actually before the results slip reaches my mailbox which means doomsday for me and my overweight soul. Now, I going to lie on my bed and do what I do best :) Hibernate. Goodnight lollipops!
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