clock strikes twelve

I ushered in 2009 with much irritation and not much of joy and excitement cause the first few hours were spent trying to keep myself awake to clean up mess made by my favorite girlfriend, suppressing my anger my urge to cry and making sure she got home safely. It was good though, I get to spend with my favourite people.

That's besides the point, I'm supposed to give thanks, just like any other years.

E, I'm glad we made this through again this time round. Unlike the many other times, this one really hit me hard enough to make me learn and see a different eye to our cranky yet lesbianish relationship. 2 more years, our plans will materialize and we will make merry in our little apartment with kitchen that has an island and share whatever we are sharing now. (ps: meantime save more monies, then I see feasibility in our plans.)

S, I hate it when you use your on par one leh on me cause you know I cannot and don't know how to reject you. Your wise words always seem to have a way to manage my unmanageable situations. Though you are hardly here, your standing in my heart remains where it is since the first day I set my eyes on you, haha!

C, my one and only friend since the teenage days I kept near to my heart. You gave without complaining and always here when I needed someone. You're in a rough patch now, I hope everything will fall into place soon. Seven years and many more to go, I love you my neighbour.

xx

D, you were my lover and my friend, thank you for the good times. I didnt mean to behave the way I did and threw away everything we had. I'm sorry things turned out this way. There's still a part of me hanging over memories though. I wish you well.

xx

S, pardon me for the long emails I always send you. Thank you for taking time off your very busy schedule to reply my brainless emails. You are nothing but love.

xx

J, thank you for everything.

The many others, you all are important to me, be safe and happy :)