the lights are out

It's krazy that christmas is fast approaching, just 3 days away. I so need a place to hide away. I admit I'm in da wallow-in-self-pity period cause December haven't been treating me well and so do the rest of the months that past me by. I would gladly push all the blame to why I'm in such state to post menstrual syndrome but then again it got nothing to do with it. Why can't everything fall nicely into place so I could be at bliss point and lead a completely blissful life, why did you have to leave, why can't macfund just grow out of the tree, why gor didn't get me a ticket too, and now the main question, why tickets so expensive? I seeriously don't mind blowing my money on a ticket to wherever if I can find a suitable travel partner just to avoid spending christmas and newyear in singapore. Takers? Right now, I'm still naively hoping shi will honour the trip to genting she promised me the night we went drinking at pau. :( :( :(

Then again, mom given me the green light to revamp my room. I don't know how much the budget is and how my room will turn out to be like but the trip to Ikea today the made me a slightly happy girl. First up, I need to move the furniture out, box-up my linglongs and then get the walls painted, sounds like damn tedious job. To date, I found no free labour cause one, I have that limited number of friends, two, everyone is busy with stuffs, i.e tuesday is bestf's kissmas cookies baking day, smlj!

Oh wells, it's 6am, it's monday. My xmas slash newyear break starts now and all the way till the 5th but not quite considering the 830am lesson on the 29th and balwant's surprise date with me on the 30th. I so need to catch up on my work, econs and corpf but it's only right to take a break on tuesday cause it seems like a good night to bond and get wasted, so they say, heartaches and alcohol, they make best friends.

Okay, wo yao qu sui jiao orleydee :x

ps: if you see me anywhere near the road, PUSH me to the oncoming traffic, thank you so much. I think I'll make a personal objective for this week, I shall not see anyone and just hibernate at home till I find something worth getting my butt outta my house for.